Religious Trauma & Faith Deconstruction

Therapy for Religious Trauma & Faith Deconstruction

You might be grieving a faith you once held dearly. Or still sorting through what was real, what was harmful, and what was yours all along.

Maybe you left a high-control religion. Maybe you’re still part of one but starting to question. Or maybe you are years out and still feeling the ripples in your relationships, your body, your inner world.

What Is Religious Trauma?

Religious trauma isn’t just about “bad church experiences.” It often involves long-term exposure to beliefs, practices, or structures that caused:

  • Chronic fear, guilt, or shame

  • Suppression of sexuality, gender identity, or bodily autonomy

  • Fear-based teachings (e.g. hell, demonic possession, end-times doctrine)

  • Pressure to conform or “submit” to authority

  • Purity culture messaging (your body = sin, desire = danger)

  • Isolation from non-believers or outside relationships

  • Exclusion or condemnation for being LGBTQIA+, neurodivergent, or questioning

  • Obedience and self-denial framed as love

  • Pastoral or spiritual abuse hidden under the guise of “discipleship”

The harm isn’t always obvious until later. Especially if you were taught that questioning was rebellion, or that suffering was spiritual growth.

What Is Faith Deconstruction?

Deconstruction is the process of examining the beliefs you were given and deciding which ones still feel true, helpful, or aligned with your values.
It’s not always about walking away from faith. Sometimes it’s about rebuilding it on your terms. Sometimes it’s about healing from what religion took from you, even if you no longer identify with it at all.

Deconstruction might involve:

  • Letting go of rigid doctrines or certainty

  • Exploring spirituality in new or broader ways

  • Reclaiming your sense of intuition, choice, and autonomy

  • Processing religious OCD/scrupulosity

  • Healing from internalised shame around sex, identity, or doubt

  • Learning to trust yourself again, especially after years of being told not to

How Religious Trauma Shows Up

  • Chronic anxiety or existential fear (e.g. fear of hell, punishment, not being “chosen”)

  • Deep shame around sexuality, needs, or “selfishness”

  • Perfectionism or fear of doing the “wrong” thing

  • Identity confusion or loss after leaving a group

  • Difficulty trusting your body, instincts, or feelings

  • Panic around disobedience, conflict, or making mistakes

  • Isolation from community or family

  • Trouble separating your voice from religious conditioning

You might find yourself stuck between “I chose this” and “I was taught not to choose anything else.” Therapy can help you hold both.

How Therapy Can Help

You’ll never be judged for your past beliefs, current faith, or where you land. Therapy can help you:

  • Name what happened in a way that feels true and non-pathologising

  • Process the grief of losing a belief system, community, or spiritual identity

  • Explore who you are outside of doctrine, labels, or imposed roles

  • Reconnect with your body, your boundaries, and your voice

  • Navigate relationships with still-believing family or friends

  • Reclaim agency, pleasure, curiosity, and creativity

  • Learn to hold nuance, not just certainty

 FAQs

  • Absolutely. Faith deconstruction doesn’t have to mean throwing everything away. Many people want to untangle what’s harmful from what still feels meaningful. Therapy isn’t about pushing you toward any belief system (or away from one). It’s about creating space for your authentic relationship to belief, doubt, values, and spirituality, whatever that looks like for you.

  • That’s completely okay. Anger and confusion are normal and valid parts of working through religious trauma. Therapy can be a place to express feelings you may not have been “allowed” to feel before, like doubt, grief, resentment, or even longing.

  • Not here. You don’t need to explain your gender, sexuality, neurodivergence, or your past. I understand how often religious systems have invalidated, erased, or harmed queer and neurodivergent people. My practice is affirming, inclusive, and trauma-informed. You won’t need to defend who you are.

  • Yes. You’re welcome here in the uncertainty. You don’t need to have it figured out, or even have the language for what you’re feeling. Therapy is a space to explore, not to perform or explain.

  • Deconstruction is the process of examining your beliefs. Deconversion refers to no longer identifying with a religion or faith. Some people experience one, both, or something in between.

  • Yes. I work with clients from Evangelical, Pentecostal, Catholic, LDS, Jehovah’s Witness, New Age, and other high-control or fundamentalist backgrounds. I also work with those from more mainstream or progressive traditions who are navigating harm that happened under the surface.

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